A work in Process...

when you play with fire, you will get burned. something we where all taught when we where little. 

If you talk Shit about someone (even it's true)- it will catch up with you, or hurt someone not intended to be hurt.....something I'm learning the hard way :(

Lesson Learned. I'm a work in process.

Along with this- I am learning I am way more of a grudge holder than I ever thought- the main reason I talk about "certain people" is because the way they treated me....it's been like 2 years- time to get over it. 

 1st step is admitting you have a problem right?

 we'll go ahead and add this to my new years list. 

That is all for tonight.....

p.s watching the sorcerers apprentice.....not a huge fan- which is why I am blogging. 

Also started my Christmas shopping today!

XoXo

to Blog or NOT to Blog?

I have plenty to say, ask anyone who knows me. So why is it so hard to type it?
I have mixed emotions on blogging... I have really enjoyed reading some blogs, and others, I think WTF? people this is the internet!!! the World Wide Web! why in the hell are you posting such personal things on here? ( hopeful I am never guilty of this)
but after some convincing from my oh so funny and amazing Best friend/cousin, here I am to try it out again!

so lately life has been pretty good :) I don't have a whole lot to complain about- except that damn money tree that I ordered has yet to arrive!
this year has been super busy- in a nut shell

had a job, got laid off
had little miss Oaklie!
turned 25
celebrated 3 years of marriage to my wonderful Husband!
learned of 3 new family members :)
and got a new job that I love!

pretty average right?

so without getting to "personal" (I've jinxed myself- it will happen now)
I had decided I would like to find my Birth Father and in doing so I discovered that (on a very sad note) he had been killed in an accident when I was 11...super mixed emotions on never getting to meet him, I won't get into it; but (on a SUPER positive note) also discovered he was married to a wonderful woman and they had 2 kids! my half sister and half brother- who I have had so much fun getting to know, and can't wait till we can meet in person! (they live far away)

Becoming a Mom this year has defiantly been the highlight! she is our little Angel! we where truly blessed to get her! she will be 6 month on thanksgiving and I can't believe how fast it has gone by :( a part of me is so excited for her to grow up- but most of me want's her to be little forever! she is so fun, so active- always busy looking around and now rolling and scooting! she has started to eat baby food and cereal....which is an adventure! we have a bumbo chair- that we love! but didn't realize how quickly we would need a high chair so we had put off buying one, thinking we'd just use the bumbo- so not the same...needless to say this weekend our #1 priority is buying a high chair! Also Oaklie's latest and greatest is getting her first tooth! she has been teething sense she was 3 months- not a joke...also not fun! for her or us. so over this last weekend we where pretty Stoked to see that it had started breaking through her little gum's- only to realize this is the most painful part for her :( so we've been getting through the low- grade fever's, little bit of fussing ( she's so not a fussy baby!) and spitting up! she's been having a hard time getting to sleep too- which is why I am enjoying a lovely movie date with her and baby Bach right now :) she is however still sleeping through the night, so really I can't complain!

New Years is coming so I;m setting my goals...starting now, in no particular order....
1- keep up on Blog
2- lose weight....but for real this time.
3-be better about spending money
4- try not to judge others or talk about them.....even if they are crazy!

there will be more, there always is :)
well this was fun- Thanks Miss New Booty!

xoxo
gossip girl
man I love that show! I need to own season 3!